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Dan Pal's avatar

Try to surround yourself with what you love and keep writing. I find it SO important to express what's inside. I've dealt with a lot of anxiety in my life too. We're all here for each other. Peace, my friend.

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Allen Jackson's avatar

Cint, hang in there. I lost my wife of 55 years six years ago, and at first it was just a fog of living day to day, but then it dawned on me that she is at rest, opening up new opportunities for me to be myself, to enjoy what is ahead not what is past. Now, I have times I am down, but I understand that the past will always be there, but the past is the past. I cannot change it. I have a new life now, open at last to the fact I am actually gay, not bisexual. When feelings toward men arise, I no longer try to hide those feelings, and because of my age, I just enjoy them mentally. I too have lost friends in the last few years, and it is really hard because I miss them, but I realize these are precious memories that are part of me, not the current reality. Please do not interpret what I have written as negative view of what you are going through. It just takes time to reestablish your life and that takes patience. We are there for you.

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